9:01 PM
Today has been like some emotional rollercoaster for me, and this got me thinking a lot. I guess the sickness has brought me to another higher level of thinking. Okay, I need to stop guessing, I figure out the right answer, which would be? I guess my life is full of uncertainties. When asked to do a speech on the topic, 'What I would be like in 10 years in time?' I ponder, and think to myself. What is life exactly about? Why isn't anything certain in life? Is life a new beginning to reuniting with God, and being together with him, up there in heaven? What is life really about? Well, then again, I think to myself, would I like my life to be this way, full of struggles, procrastination? I guess no one has a perfect life, since Adam and Eve took the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and we can't blame them for it. Even now, we are faced with many temptations, simple ones count too. Example of one would be, food, TV, excessive use of computers, hand phones etc. I guess this isn't what life really is about. So what is life really about?
Well, then again, I guess we have to live life to the fullest yeah? Live life without another regrets, and enjoy every moment in life, be it sad, joyful, anguishing or anxious, this are all experiences we go through in life. Without them, life would be meaningless. These feelings are lessons learnt in life, and I guess we really have to go through them in order to attain a higher standard of thinking, and understanding. And this is also one of the many reasons why men have acquired for himself an IT-savvy world. IT speaking wise, it would be known to me as ERROR 999! I guess I've not adapted well to the IT world. Although there are many major benefits, there are also several disadvantages as well. I shall not mention them as most would be pretty evident in school, and obvious to the people reading this.
From today's experiences, I've learnt to be much more thankful to the many things I have in life. Thinking of the poor, the unfortunate, and of course, the sick, like me, I have to thank God for everything! My parents are also a great influence in my life, thank-you daddy and mummy! I love you guys. Thanks to my brothers for playing with me when I was young, loving me, giving me hope in life, and of course lowering my stress level. Thanks to all my friends, for being there when I needed support.
Clique
Val, thanks for being there to support me, whenever I needed help. Stephanie, I love studying with you, thanks! Celestine, thanks for taking really good care of me when I was sick, and also, thanks for encouraging me. Eunice, thanks for being my bitch partner, thanks for also being there when I needed help with homework, and my everyday problems. Michelle, thanks for believing in me, during my darkest periods. You never fail to amuse me don't you?
Class, 3G1
Thanks, for being there with me when I needed help! Love you! Twinkle, thanks for being there every morning, without fail to take attendance, and being responsible is really tough, but you've done a really good job. Thanks a lot, and keep up the good work yeah! Gracia, thanks for supporting me, and encouraging me whenever I fall. Linda, thanks for being a really good friend these few days, you were there to amaze with me with your funny jokes, I forgive you for what ever you've done before. Start anew as friends okay? ;D Xiangyi, thanks for being there to support me when I was feeling done, and also, thanks for being sensitive to my feelings. I really treasure you as a friend. Rachael, we've been pretty close this year, thanks for being there to help me save money, being thrifty, and thanks for all the help with schoolwork. Thanks also for being there to lighten my workload, and of course, my mind load about band and school. I'm really grateful. Kelley, thanks for being there for me, when I'm lost, confused. You were there to help me. Thanks a lot! Caryn, thanks for going home with me, the many times, entertaining me, and thanks for being part of our group of 4 ;D. Joyce, thanks for being my partner this few months, and thanks also for bearing with all my nonsense throughout the day yeah. Rossane, thanks, for being part of our group of 4, and thanks for the coco crunch! Huiwei, thanks for the food on certain days yeah! To the rest of 3G1, sorry, there's no personal note. But thanks, in every one little way. Even, the smallest of things can move a mountain in my life. No words can express the gratitude I have for you. Love you guys!
CGSSB
Thanks everyone! We got gold, because everyone put in the effort, and didn't give up at the last moment. To my dearest saxophone section, although I'm not some big shot in the band, but I can tell that you guys have put in a lot of effort and time into SYF. I love you. Liwei, thanks for being there when I had some really horrible personality. I have changed for the better. I'll really miss you when you step down. Visit us occasionally yeah! Yifang, thanks for being a wonderful SL for the last two years, really miss your constant singing. Sheryan, thanks for all the night talks, and spuring me on to be a better band member. And, also thanks for all the knowledge you imparted to me, all the wisdom! Thanks! Eunice leck, thanks for being a SL, and also, wishing me a happy birthday. Really miss you seniors loads, if you happen to read this, come back to visit us soon! ;D
Teachers
Thanks for being there for me. Although times for students may be difficult at times, and I know I'm not a perfect student, I guess I'll try my best from now on. Thanks for being patient with the class. ;D
Tuition Friends
Thanks everyone for making tuition look-forwardable to. Also thanks for making tuition enjoyable. Michelle, thanks for providing me with green pen every week without fail! And you're kind of my pillar of strength during tuition. Rock on yeah, and all the best for results. Linda, thanks for being there when I needed help for certain questions, lightening the atmosphere at tuition. Jane, thanks to, for making the atmosphere more serious when everyone was becoming distracted. Clarence, thanks also for lightening the atmosphere with your funny jokes. David, thanks to you too, for making tuition life a battle field! Li-en, thanks for the heart paper clip, and thanks for agreeing with me too! Joshua, thanks for the many late nights, encouraging me when I'm down, the many sms-es talking about various random stuff really amused me, and made my life more interesting. Thanks for making me think more also. Thanks also for letting me know what 'rawr' sounds like. And also thanks for the congratulation message, for SYF. Thanks for coming to SCH for the results too. These small little things you did really made my day. ;D
Church Members
Thanks everyone for being there for me. Just that little smile, would go a long way, it brings me hope and love. Melissa Mak, thanks for being there for me, when I needed support and encouragement and also, thanks for helping me with the 4 memory verses. Melissa Tay, thanks for doing the Indian thing with me, helped me to relax after a long week and also the clapping thing! Thanks for the songs also, really made my day! Leanne, thanks for all the cheering up and stuff, really love it when you're all bubbly and stuff. Soon Kuan and Jessica, thanks also for being great sunday school teachers. You really inspire me, and are a great couple, in the lord. Thanks alot!
Cousins, and family
Thanks for making me part of a big family. Though we don't meet really regularly, I can feel the care and concern for one another. Thanks so much for being there for me!
Thanks to everyone else, whom I have missed out, thanks for making my life joyful, in one little way or another, even just a simple smile makes my day GREAT. ;D
Thanks for reading my post, to you out there!
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